Thank you GOD!
It is definitely comforting to know that I'm not the only one struggling. If people have been able to overcome it, I know I can too. I think it wasn't until this week that I finally feel like there is hope again and that there will be an end to this.
I'm still pretty anxious about the upcoming school year. But right now, I'm going to take it one day at a time. I'm just looking forward to tomorrow night when I get to fly home and spend a week with family and friends. I hope it'll also be a week where I can refocus myself on what's important and spiritually, emotionally, mentally and physically prepare myself for another academic year.
I think this is going to be the first time I'm truly going to miss SD. Right when I'm finally getting to know more people down here, I'm going back up north for a week. I know it's only going to be a week, but I'm going to miss my time with Argentina and Beryl at the apt, the nights of volleyball(bruises)/football/beach, flocks and church.
I know I need to remind myself how faithful God has been. He made sure there was also someone around. I miss Dibs a lot. The weekend Dibs left, Beryl came down and my brother was with me for a few days. After that, I started getting together with people from church to do stuff. There was no period of time when I was utterly alone. He knew what I needed and He made sure I wasn't alone.
I think tonight's the first time in a long while when I actually feel at ease.
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